I wish I was rich/comfortably well off. Ema does not sustain my needs.

Just for one day I would like to spend money without caring about costs. I mean, Christ almightly I am so tight with my money but I still get back statements saying “Gone in: £120 Withdrawn: £140″. My hard earned money is slowly drifting away from me! :(

Maybe I should get a job. Although I struggle so much to keep on top of work as it is that I don’t know if I could cope (also be arsed writing a CV).