Mum won’t answer the door. She’s saying that they’ll only turn into bastards when they’re older. She doesn’t understand they’ll hate her more if she doesn’t give them sweets. They’d be annoying even if she did but you know, could work.I was like, “I wasn’t going to, that’s why I’m walking in the oposite direction”
When some knocked, I walked into the dining room, which is away from the front door, she ran out of the kitchen and screamed at me. Convosation went like this:

Mum: Don’t answer it!
Me:I wasn’t going to, that’s why I’m walking in the opposite direction.
Mum:Well I didn’t know!
Me: I was walking in the OPPOSITE direction.
Mum: Well I DIDN’T KNOW!
Kid outside: ee der in.
Other one: der out!!! Cum ooon.
Me: What’s the point of shouting at me, it heard us.
Mum: …
Me: …¬_¬

Edward would answer it if they came again, but they mum would have a cob on and take it out on me. She should let him, tall man with a shaved head. He’s even bought miniture heroes to give to them.
Intimidating yet friendly is our Edward. My favourite family member.

My wardrobe door is about to fall of it’s 3 hinges. So far it’s 2 to 1, and whenever I open it, the door starts swinging.

Wardrobe is older than me, as is my bed too, and if it hits the bed during the night, I will scream. The other alternative is that it will hit the picture Eleanor drew ages ago, or the oposite wall, probably leaving a giant hole in it.

Typing is so hard today, I’ve corrected this like 5 times :( We have no lightbulbs.

I was rudely woken from my half sleeping state at 7am this morning when Kassy waltzed in, turned the light on, went to the wardrobe, and said, “A need some socks.”

I went under the quilt while she complained that I should keep my socks in pairs. I couldn’t be arsed telling her the socks in the wardrobe where there because I couldn’t find their partners (which are most likely in her cupboard).

The decent socks are in my chest of draws in the walk in cupboard, but like I was gonna tell her that; she didn’t even knock, say I’m gonna turn the light on or check if I was awake.

She can keep rooting through the wardrobe until I get back of Yorkshire.

Ciao.

P.S. I’VE DONE HOMEWORK EVERYDAY I’M SO STRESSED THIS ISN’T WHAT HALF TERMS SHOULD BE LIKE. I BLAME THE SCIENCE DEPARTMENT. JUST BECAUSE NO ONE WANTS TO DO A LEVELS IN SCIENCE BECAUSE IT’S CRAP.

Everything is normal :| I’m rather annoyed. Mum rang up and they said I didn’t need to come in. She didn’t even find out my blood group which she said we could do. :’(
If I faint again all hell shall break loose.

ALL

BLOODY

HELL

but yeah, I’m glad I’m not a diabetic.

Yes. It’s half term. And I shall be going away on Thursday and Friday to see mum’s friend in Yorkshire. I’m looking forward to it because she’s awesome. (And she just split up with her partner of 20 years who I’ve always been iffy about so she will be pleased with the company.)

HOWEVER. This leaves me with (including today) 4 days to do…

ICT Justification of software (waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah)
The end of my geography test (2/3 through the last question, should be finished tonight)
Chemistry O_o (1/2 there)
Jane Eyre essay (crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap)

And erm…probably something else but looking at this, it isn’t as bad as I thought :D I’m happy my biology is done, but I might have to rewrite it cause I wrote in my planner ‘file paper’ but I’m a slow writer.

It’s Edwards birthday tomorrow. I got him CK1 aftershave (or whatever the hell it is) and I fake tin of baked beans. They’re apparently th newest wepon against crime fighting. (?)
And Dad’s gone to Scotland until Wednesday to visit his Auntie who’s come from Canada. I didn’t want to go, I thought I had too much homework…

Well at least the house will be tidy and it won’t stink of him.

Congratulations!

In another year, you could drive if you lived in America!

Hospital was okay, have to wait until Monday for the results to come in. I be I’m blood group O. or AB. I’d like to be unusual, but then I’d be all “Noooo what if I’m in a car crash and loose blood and stuff :@!” But anyway, the best part was the band on my arm had dinosaur pictures on it, and the waiting room was painted to look like fish and orcas in the sea. THE CORRIDOR HAD CIRCULAR AT SEA WINDOWS. And I got to lie down when I had the blood taken, because “I looked rather pale, and when I was asked the compulsery “I’m good with children” questions I was like “Errrr…………………………..Yeah” Because I was tired.
I am naturally pale but hell, I’d take lying rather than sitting. Then I got to put my hand over my head. Didn’t hurt having it done in the end =] but I lost my DS pen which had been in my pocket. =[
Sophie’s brothers are making fun of my fainting, even though I’m their favourite of her friends. I’ve given her permission to tell them I have epilepsy to make them sorry.
And I have discovered I love for Edam cheese. My God (Allah) it’s lovely.

YAY I HAD TIME.

Began with something small, in like a H6 pencil, so it’s really light. Tis Tohru from Fruits Basket in a riceball outfit :>

Kinda spazzed the shoes =[

And then today, I was all like, YAAAY HARU 4 YUKI!!!

Nothing to really say about the doctors…was in and out within 20 minutes or so. My blood pressure isn’t ‘particularly’ low which I take as bottom of average. And, this doesn’t sound like a normal faint because as far as I can remember anyway, I had hearing, but should be out for the count when I faint. ¬_¬

Have to go Alder Hay tomorrow morning now to get a blood test. If I’m diabetic I will so cry. If they tell me I need to eat for leafy green vegetables I will cry too, because I already eat lettuce butties practically everyday because mum won’t get turkey anymore, and if we do have turkey, it’s usually with lettuce anyway. If it’s anything else I’ll be all “erm…wdf?”

Wish me luck, I’d rather have epilepsy than diabetes though. I guess that sounds shallow but it’s true. :\ Obviously neither would be the best but yeah…at the moment epilepsy could be it, but I didn’t have a fit so…woo!

I fainted today.

I did about a month or 2 ago aswell so this appears to be an ongoing thing. :\
But this time, it was so much worse. My nan pushed me over the first time when I was all dizzy but luckily I was in her doctors then so it was alright.

This time however, I was on a geography trip, and while this woman was in the middle of a speech about the development of Liverpool. I didn’t techniqually faint at first exactly, but it started off with me feeling dizzy, and then I got that thing where your vision goes blurry and passes up over your eyes. Like when you jump up out of a seat too quickly.

Anyway, I always get this and ignore it, but it didn’t pass, instead my vision when black and I couldn’t see in front of me. I though “oh fuck, this hasn’t happened before.” then my ears where ringing but I could still here the woman in her speech. I guessed this black/grey thing would pass and just blindly stood there.

what felt like about 5/10 minutes letter, I was still blind, and very dizzy. I was clinging to the model of what Liverpool will supposedly look like. The woman said, “So does anyone have any questions?” but no one did, so she was like, good. And everyone started to talk. I suddenly realised, “oh shit, oh shit, oh shit I need help, I shouldn’t of been polite and wait for her to finish this crap.”

So yeah, I grabbed Anna’s arm (who had been standing next to me, and luckily was still there) and freaked her out by staring into space and sayng “Anna I can’t see.”

I was pushed over to Mrs Dearing and then carried to the floor. Everyone was like, “Has she fainted? Can you hear me? What’s wrong? Oh God, lie down. I think she’s out.” Which was like last time except I couldn’t tell if my eyes where open or not but I think I must be able to hear when this happens.

So, after that, put on mini leather sofa, got a sore neck, waited about half and hour for parents to pick me up due to traffic jam, explained this experience about 6 times to different people, drank a glass and a bottle of water, walked though town shivering, stood outside tesco waiting for mum to buy milk, (stupid selfish father. I’m practically having a fit and he wants milk) saw 3 old women try to get the same trolley, only to be told it was broken, and eventually got home. Not done much since really. But it’s felt like a Saturday afternoon today.

Anyway, doctors on Friday morning to see why this is happening, I suspect it’s low blood pressure like Edward, but I’m praying it isn’t something like diabetes or that I’ll need glasses. That is I would pray, but I’m not religious.

Bia.