While pottering, I decided to rearrange my CDs, because I will have more space if I stack them on top of each other. As I am doing this, I knock the DS (and the Gameboy SP for that matter) off the shelf and my dream comes to life. There is the DS, broken on the floor. Various thoughts run through my head such as ‘bollocks’, ‘what a coincidence’ ‘how upsetting, not that I ever go on it much’ and ‘hang on actually that couldn’t have been a coincidence it’s too weird.’

I always get de ja vu, and I’ve often thought, “I’m sure I’ve dreamt this before” when something happens, but never something so vivid. Either I am a God, time is a wheel (I have my suspicions) or my brain is messed up if I actually sub-consciously did that because I love the thing and the thought of trying to fix it saddens me. :( I’m not very handy.

Just for one day I would like to spend money without caring about costs. I mean, Christ almightly I am so tight with my money but I still get back statements saying “Gone in: £120 Withdrawn: £140″. My hard earned money is slowly drifting away from me! :(

Maybe I should get a job. Although I struggle so much to keep on top of work as it is that I don’t know if I could cope (also be arsed writing a CV).

1. Push the gold statue man off his box. I think this everytime I see him. I doubt I will ever do it, it’s so cruel, but I’m intrigued to find out how he’d react…maybe I could get someone else to do it.

2. Blow a party blower in a bouncer’s face. Last year, I was able to fulfil my dream of shouting “I’m 22!” in a pissed off tone at a bouncer when getting IDed (it worked), so this year I’d like to expand on that.

3. Get into University. I cleverly picked the same course in every Uni, 4 of which require the same entrance requirements - ABB.

4. Successfully steal a pitcher glass from a pub. I almost managed it the other week but was forced to leave it outside another place and on my return it was gone. :’(

5. Do a picture using chalk & charcoal. It’s been too long…

6. Change the sites layout. Not holding out much hope for this one though.

7. Not get swine flu. I survived Swine 09 so let’s hope my luck continues.

8. Not get AIDs.

Hope that didn’t turn too resolutionish towards the end then.

So how have I spent these last months? Mainly getting drunk (never alone though, because drinking alone looks depressing). I think if I continue to drink the way I did last year, my liver will die.

Well er yeah I didn’t actually plan to make a post now, I just sort of ended up here. I could rattle on about events (such as the pantomime I was in, Beauty & the Geek, where I played Robbie the Rubber - a boy with waist length hair and a high singing voice who was turned into a rubber) but that would require too much brain power.

So to conclude, let’s hope I don’t ignore old flyingcat quite as much anymore. ;) Ttfn.

It’s a 5 day course but happily we’re going for 10 days. El’s friend is letting me work with her for an afternoon too with the British Council. (Yeeeeeah I know people who know people in good places). Also, because I’m a wimp and totally dependent on others, mum is coming. I just went into her room while she was packing and found her emptying lots of paper bags, emptying marmite crisps (ew) and viscount biscuits out of one.

Here’s what was on all the bags:

Sounding a bit panicked and out of breath she said, “I didn’t realise. How would I explain if they got scanned?”
I couldn’t sop laughing but then I recalled the 1st time we flew to Berlin and how the safety pin she’d had pinned in her bag and caused the airport in London(booo) to ring ahead to Berlin airport saying we were suspicious. Pathetic. Who needs to attack someone with a safety pin when you could easily just take your shoe off and smack someone with it or - requiring less effort - use your fists?

So, here is some stuff I did. Not particularly recently, but I did it nonetheless.

Northern Lights

Evening Sky

I’m so original when it comes to names… :)

So now it is summer. Properly summer. Not “well the calanders now move into British summertime woo :D” summer that occurs in April/March cause being honest we’ve not even had spring then. But yes, it’s now very hot and I’m constantly falling asleep. It’s better than York & the South flooding again though. :)

Also, today I almost saw a little kid get run over. It was really scary, but afterwards when he toddled off with his friends/siblings I’ve never wished for a child to be in more pain than I have one of the little shits he was with (No adult present). They were ALL scallys (except maybe the little girl who didn’t speak) and kept running in front of cars even though they’d just seen what happened (the littlest kid basically ran into the car but he seemed fine). I was just looking at them all though thinking “You’re all going to turn out to be worthless shites…such a waste” and feeling sorry for the littlest one because he was too young to know any better, but was obviously gonna turn into a dollop of shite.

It’s really hard to revise… :’(

But Christ, I can’t be ARSED with anything at the moment (except German).

Oh and by the waaay I keep growing taller and taller everyday. I’d be very happy if I got to 5″10 or something, but no one knows quite how tall I actually am, guessing about 5″8. When I look at some people I find I’m looking down which I didn’t do before and my clothes are shorter. That bit is good and bad though, because I have this 60s style black dress which is age 12 - 13 and hence rather short. I decided to try it on before to see if it still fitted, and it does (so I didn’t throw a ‘I’ve gotten fat’ fit)but it’s even shorter - and I’m not even going to start about all the too short tops.

I’m running out of clothes!